Ever have one of those days where your mind keeps going over your "to do" list and it keeps growing and growing? I think I'm having one of those YEARS! LOL!
Trying to hold down a full time job as a veterinarian and trying to find time to write is hard enough, but I've had a bit more on my plate for the last six months and it's beginning to wear me out. I got word today that the sale of the condo I own with my soon to be ex hubby is in the final stages and I will be out from under that headache soon. Speaking of the soon to be ex...our divorce is finally in the last stages now that our 401K's have decided to play along and split it all up as the judge has ordered. For the life of me I could not understand why both of our company 401K administrators were giving us such a hard time. They added an additional three months onto this thing.
To be honest, the divorce would have been final in November if certain paperwork was signed and turned in on time. Thanks to the ex having a month long brain fart, we couldn't divide up our assets and debts the way we wanted to but instead EVERYTHING had to be divided 50:50 in accordance to good old California Law. Of course he wouldn't listen to me on that and insisted that all we had to do was tell the judge what we wanted to do. NOPE, sorry charlie! You are now in DEFAULT since you neglected to meet the deadlines. OY!
Thank goodness we are still on friendly terms and not evil with each other. I would hate to think what would be happening if we were the type of divorcing couple who fought over everything every step of the way. We are two people who really should not have been married to begin with and are better off friends. I will always care for him as my friend even when he drives me crazy! LOL
Now the reason I would love to have a clone or two would be so that I could devote all of my time to writing my erotic romances and poetry. One clone I would send off to do the veterinarian thing, another would help me keep up with the orders for my handmade items in my etsy.com store, and a third would help me keep my household sane. The writer me would of course be the only one to spend time with my Muse/love of my life. I don't share well with others especially when it comes to my soulmate! Don't care if the clone is actually me or not, they will still have to keep their distance from him. RAWR!!!
With all of the other things taken care of, I could write and work more on me. Don't get me wrong, I love my curvy big beautiful body, but I would love to feel a little more comfortable in my own skin. I want and need to get back into my workout routines that I enjoyed doing and not go overboard with it. That's what I did before. I want all out and got to the point that I burned out on it and stopped doing it all together. Got to find the balance again!
So until I can afford to clone myself, I will just have to make do with what I got...and I'm pretty amazing if I do say so myself! I'm a published author of not only erotic romances, but poetry as well. I'm working on not one, not two, but THREE series of romances as well as a collection of vampire inspired poetry. There is so much going on in my head right now, that I don't know if I can write it all down fast enough.
Look here and on my sister blog Behind Closed Doors for updates on my life and writings. Come along with me on this journey and I can guarantee that it will be anything but boring!